Ok, so I studied my fucking ass off for what? A 70% on the fucking final exam. 70%. I could have got a 70% if I had slept all that time instead of studying. I am just so pissed off. Plus I realized last night just how shitty most of my friends are. They are there when it’s convenient and when it’s not they leave you high and dry. Oh but if they ever need anything, like to impose and make your life hell, I have to play along and not get grumpy or I’m a bitch. I am so sick of them.

Last night was fun though. I went to Kara-low-key and Jok was grumpy. It’s actually funny when Jok gets grumpy. Also, Dylan walked me home and we sat on my porch talking for about two hours. He wants to go to school and I want to finish school. He is really smart and he wants to start a label or a recording studio or something. So, that’s exciting.

Last night when I went to get the rest of my stuff from my old place everyone was acting weird. Ellen was like super mean and cold and Xavier was trying to be all aloof, which I fucking hate. So I realized I really need new friends who are nice to me and not assholes. That sounds totally harsh but it’s true.

I cannot wait until I get home. I get to see Jessica and give her the birthday present I got for her. I get to see Twyla the day after I arrive because she is having some fundraiser show. I have a coffee date with everyone from the roasterie crew, well not a date but I will show up and they will all be there. That is just how it works. Today is the third and that means nine days until I leave for home. I’m so stoked.