today today. ok so my optional class today was like 3 minutes long. ross handed out a booklet and then went to his office. he hasn't marked my midterm paper. we can all pause for a moment and remember the term ends in like a week so it is hardly mid-term. whatever, it's a rewrite anyways so i should be happy i got to redo it in the first place. i'm all impatent though because i need to get at least a b plus to go into the thrid year courses i want next term. i am only in my second year so it's like skipping a grade. i mean i am almost positive i will get at very least a b plus but that lung infection did fuck up my grades. all i have left is going to observe court, writting a feminist paper on horror movies, two tests and then i am so done. i'm saving my new gwyne dyer book for when i don't have tons of studing to do. i'll start it on the trip home.

i move in four days and i haven't started packing. i don't have the energy right now. i literally slept all day and still i just want to sleep forever. i had a fun run across campus to get to my class on time but maybe lack of energy is from lack of exercize and being out side. i'll run tomorrow and see if that makes it better. i mean i know i'm just getting sick but i refuse to accept that until after exams.

i went for coffee with my roommate and his boyfriend like three hours ago and they were going to walk home and at most be half an hour. so they are obviously elsewhere. it's kind of scary when your alone down here and worse when you thought people would be here and they just didn't show up.

tomorrow is mathews super important poetry reading. i think i might bail though, i'm not about to pretend i want to listen to university students read their poetry that i have already had to listen mathew read to us. fuck, it's at logan's but if i get drunk there is a chance i will heckle. plus i want to go out friday and saturday. i totally cannot handle three nights out in a row, plus sunday is hootananny and i will totally not waste a four day weekend in a bar. friday is chico's w/the fine options, saturday is young and sexy w/chet, sunday is hootenany and my moving day so maybe not hotenany. so maybe i'll stop in but i also have studying and other stuff to do like oh, packing.

anyone know if sal has moved to austraila yet?

it's getting harder and harder to find a cup of bad coffee in this city. ben works at qv's.