today was my optional class. the teacher said if we came we would spend the class further discussing any topics we had found confusing. what actually happened was he handed out a few papers and then said ok see you next week. i fucking killed myself to get there on time!!! anyways i came home and couldn't find ellen so i slept until 3:30 ish. i really want to take a bath but the bath tub is filthy and the boys shower in it together like everyday so i don't even like showering in there.

I saw bryce and colin last night. here's how the work (i figured them out): they are nice to me and friendly when i 1.am in calgary, 2. am doing something for them, 3. have information they need. that's it though. so that's a drag biut i don't really care because i'm moving back home soon anyways. April just seems so far from now.

i move in four days and i'm so worried because i'm hardly packed and i don't want to even think about it. yuck.