wow, my life is all fucked up right now with joel being mean and then dumping me and really bad stuff going down at school but it sounds like things are kinda fucked up in calgary too.

i miss home a lot these days. really bad. i call my mom maybe twice a da and usually end up crying on the phone. i've decided that i'm moving back in april maybe for good. do the last year and a half of my degree than maybe move away for law school. maybe not. that will depend on where i get in. i thought it would take longer for my degree, it seemed that way but here i am getting real close to it being over. the sad part is i still just want to work at the roasterie or get a job at megatunes. maybe i'm immature and maybe i am not responsible but fuck what the hell am i going to do with a political sciene degree anyways. politicize?

i've learnt lots out here. like who my real friends are and that i should remember that. Oh and lots about the charter. i know that bitch inside and out.

i miss my cat, and my sister, and my family, and my friends, and even people who aren't my friends but were always nice to me. i hope greg's moved to austria, he got mean all of the sudden on day and ever since his was a total ass. but that's not bad. he's the only asshole i can think of in all of calgary. and he's not even all that bad.

i'm reading chriteins biography right now. it seemed appropreite. it's boring so far but i figure it'll pick up.

oh and if anyone who reads this sees zak p around give him a hug or a high five. he's rad and should know that.