oh i love twyla and beth and vanessa too. sometimes i forget that i shouldn't write on here when i'm all upset because i'm only ever upset for like an hour.

i had the shittyest day. fucked up at school majorly!!! but i'm doing damage control and it's really not the end of the world.

i want to just go drink beer and have some lunch but no one is around. maybe ellen is actually. i love ellen times ten. she is great. those lofting girls are the best.

i really need to get home and sleep for about a week. i don't think i will though becasue there is so much i want to do and so many people i miss like crazy.

i've decided not to ask dave to eulogize me. twyla has it covered. any excuse for a rock show. maybe we should just do a rock show instead.

-sahra