essay done. i feel really good and really shitty about tit though. mathew help me out a hwole lot on this one. i'm not sure how i will repay him yet... maybe i can clean his house. today is November 13th and I move November 30th. This is so exciting. Last night we found a giant red spider climbing on my chair (calgary doesn't have bugs as big as the stupid fucing spiders out here) so after makeing mathew kill the spider i tried to go to sleep but just read instead for like a million hours and got maybe an hour of sleep. fuck i hate the spiders out here.