barf, i thought i liked neo-citron but i now remember it is all chalky and junk. barf. plus i doubt this will help my flu. well my flu is almost gone anyways so whatever.

school's all fucked up and i am suepr stressed. yay! i'm totally smart enough for this but i just fuck everything up. that didn't even make sense. 23 sleeps until the new place, my math earlier was off.

oh and tomorrow the ine options are playing at logan's. not surprisingly and just as i expected the boys are super fun ndnice while on tour but back home are a little weird towards me. well colin is at least but i see him around the most. it seems like when people see me they look at me like i'm out of place. i'm like the kid in highschool who looks ten but is really only a year younger than everyone else but is like a sccience genius so they got to skip grade five. maybe, or i'm just not welcome in their world. taht would be fine too, i mean it's a different world out here. i'm just happy i know some nice fun people to make it better.

oh finished off the fourth sesason at erin's tonight. it's so good.