I had an attack this morning so I have a get out of school free card. woot! Sort of…

anyways, I have been thinking about changing my name again. Marla is definitely in the running. I want something people will actually remember. Is sahra that hard? Maybe I should wear a nametag that says "hi my name Sahra not Sarah". When people call me Sarah I always think they are addressing Sarah Philips. The problem with that is she is across the straight and not here.

I figured out how to get myself unpissed off. I am going to not call any of my friends. If they want to see me or talk to me they are going to have to make the effort. It’s like a role reversal game. And if they don't call that's fine too, I got lots of schoolwork to get through.

I hope sex in the city season 5 is on dvd already because I would like to do that tonight. Not the whole thing just the first disc.

when is the right time to apply for summer jobs? March? April? Does anyone know?