so today i went for milkshaes ant shakies with harrie. it was sooooo far. seriously if i was in calgary it would be like driving to red deer. ok it maybe wasn't that far but it was totally worth it. we had shakes and played with sea gulls and got shells from the ocean. we found one and i thought it still had a clam inside but harrie knew better and he broke it in half and cleaned it so now he has half and i have half. i wish my boyfriend was as sweet as harrie, or that harrie was six years older. darn. but thats ok because joel got back in town today and i have the best surprise for him.

so i got this apartment with xavier right, but i got a room mate because there is no way i could sleep in a dumpy, no-security basement without someone else here. so what does my room mate do? well he sleeps at his boyfriends every night even though he knows i can't sleep in this hole alone. fuck. i hate this place. i'm going to get raped and killed in here one night and then in the morning my landlady will find me or if she doesn't late the next night xavier will find me when he comes home to empty the fridge. fuck.

so with that in mind here is a brief will seeing as i'll be amazed if i am not either raped, killed or both within the next 12 hours(i have to be at school at 9:30 am so i'll be out of here in exactly 12 hours):

1. i leave my cat to jessica, and if she refuses than christine because she likes murphy.

2. i leave my clothes to twyla, she could make new stuff out of them or do a fashion show for her cats with all my clothes on at once.

3. i have a guitar christina can have.

4. if they find my bike i leave it to sarah p because she could probably use a bike.

5. jessica can have my camera

6. kortnay can have my scarf collection

7. erin can have my blanket because it is gigantic and she always has lots of blankets, so it would be at home

8. my library is for micheal, in vic, because he would like that

9. photographs and personal effects go to my parents

10. my costume collection, which is totally rad can go to twyla

11. my chico's crap is for sarah p

that's everything. don't feel obligated to come to my funeral and in lew of flowers please send a donation to the spca.