My class was cancelled this morning. It was so exciting, first I was like twenty minutes late for class because I was preparing for the three hour in class essay and the essay I had to hand in today (2 different essays). Ok so I got to class and no one was there and I was like "fuck, what did I do wrong now?!!!" but then I saw that beautiful note saying class was cancelled. It was totally like Christmas in the middle of the English department. I wanted to celebrate or high five someone in my class but everyone had already come and gone. So now, I have like and extra four days to figure out my papers. Fuck yeah!

Ok so last night I was so bad. I should have been writing this fucking paper (luckily fate bailed me out) but instead I went to see Joel play at Logan’s (Thursday’s). He played the smoking cigarettes song that I love and this other song that I hate (after sex cigarette, it's weird that both of those song have smoking in them because those are the only one's). Ok then he came over to my house and we watched fight club but only half of it because it got to late and he had to go home. Here’s the thing: he said he was hoping I would call from Calgary but this is the jerk face who couldn't make time to see me the night I was leaving, or the whole fucking week before I took off, which was actually longer than I was gone. All I said to him was I wasn't sure if I should have called. Fucking non-committal jerk face. I just want to tell him all of this, and then everything might be better. Probably not. I don't know what to do. I also have no girlfriends to go to for help. Erin maybe. I just wish I could be here and Calgary at the same time I guess.

I need a break again and i've only been back for a day. Oh, i have a plan. I'm going to apply at The Roasterie and Megatunes. If i get hired at eitehr place i will come back to Calgary. If not it's a sign that i should stay out here. Is that ridiculous? Maybe I'll apply at some other places too but those are my top two.

Oh, and as soon as I can I'm going to see pretty pants philips. Now everyone can be jelous of my fantastic glamourus life.