FUCK!!!fuck fuck fuck!!!

the police won't file a missing bike report until i find the serial number and the bike store won't give me the serial number unless i go and show them picture id. fuck

i just listened to the old messages. for message to show up as old someone has to listen to it and not erase. now when a mmessage comes for xavier i take to like three seconds and write down what the massage was about and sometime, if it's super important i call him at work. well there was a ton of old messages that if i had gotten i would have followed through on, but now there are a lot of people who are thinking i am very unreliable and i will be fucked in the future because of this all because xavier couldn't write a note that said check the old messages. fuck!

i had found like my fucking dream apartment through a fnb girl and because i didn't get my fnb message i lost the place. this just really sucks. i'm really responsible and i have quite a few responiblities that if i neglect i could lose my job, or as just happened not get a place to live. fuck.

and what am i supposed to do. he freaks out when i'm made and everything turns to shit. so should i politely explain how fucked over i am by inconsideration or just do nothing.

i really want to go home.