i'm just mad about everything, it's really not xavier's fault just because he forgot to give me a message.

i'm out of smokes so i guess that also contributes to this terrible mood.

listening to liz phair pre-baby. it's very calming in an angsty girl rock way.

so last night instead of going out me and joel stuck around here to finish of teh wine an stuff. well, while we were doing stuff xavier and his sweet new boyfriend came back from the bar. i was really embarassed but everyone else thought it was hilarious. fucking fuck

i'm going to get a kick ass job and apartment i've decided. now that i've decided it will totally happen.

matt just got a promotion, he's the head ball boy or something. no he's counter persona nd used to be the ball boy. it's all very exciting.